Who has grown-up crushes anymore!? So. . .When I was in high school, I was a bit of a nerd with a dash of anti-socialism but I was bold. Once I decided that I liked a guy, I was on it with a letter, flirting, random conversation, or developing a friendship that would hopefully lead to something else.
At twenty-four years of age, I can say that I am no longer that bold. On top of that, at this point in my life, I am so used to being approached that I don't know how to let someone know that I like them. Honestly, I'm so used to trying to convince guys that I don't like them that when faced with this new predicament, I'm at a loss.
So. . . If you haven't figured it out already. I think I have a slight "Grown-Up Crush". I have to refer to this situation as a crush because I don't know enough about the guy to like him, just enough to think that I may want to get to know him and the question as to whether he feels the same way. . . is killing me.
So. . .
I finally gave in and I sent him a message on Facebook. I feel like such a loser but it had to be done. In retrospect, I'm comfortable with my decision because I am on this whole "Live life to the fullest"/"Carpe Diem" Kick but Lord. . . I'm a little bit nervous. So now, let's all hold our breath to see what happens. I honestly just want to know if he thinks I'm cute. I could live with that.
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