"Insist on yourself; never imitate. Your own gift you can present every moment with the cumulative force of a whole life's cultivation; but of the adopted talent of another you have only an extemporaneous half possession." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Thursday, May 26, 2011

In.SECURE{me}


I have the power to change
everything about me
that society says is not right or should not be
I am secure in me

'Cause when my naps make me feel
too much like mother Africa
I can perm them and press them down
to feel like the rest of ya
I am securely me

I don't think that I'm anywhere close to a ten
and the points I do have
do not come from what lies within
they come from
the smallness of my waist
curving out to the far regions of my back side
and the overall reaction I get
from any common attraction
Secure is in me

When it's not about my looks
It about what I can do with some books
a few degrees
and praise
Not my mind, but what my mind
can put forth
to demonstrate my intelligence
not to promote wisdom
but to promote fame
In securely me

I use to hate
the skin that I'm in
and my solution was not to love it
but convince myself
that it was just the skin
that I'm in
Not to find it beautiful
to accept it as a shortcoming
and in essence
embrace my skin as a sin
I am insecure

Everything I do I second guess it
my appearance of confidence is a clever way
not to stress it
Humility is another way to dress it
but when it all falls down
its implicit
I need security

Unfortunately I have given up my power
and now I need you
world
Cold, Cruel World
to develop a more secure
me
This is something that I
can only describe
as the. . .

In.SECURE{me}


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